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Post subject: The Dark Legacy Of Richard Jennings Posted: Tue May 25, 2010 18:01 |
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Well for starters, here's his personal page http://www.linkedin.com/pub/richard-jennings/3/660/766And from his "my company" link: http://www.momentummh.org/And from the link "blog" [which I thought would take me right to Sustained Reaction..lol..] http://rjonwine.wordpress.com/I'm going to go out on a limb here and say I believe Jennings is a homosexual. It is important to note due to his venom for Castaneda. I have a theory.. Quote: Jennings has served as the executive director of the L.A. chapter of the Gay and Lesbian Alliance Against Defamation (GLAAD), since July 1990. GLAAD is a media watchdog group that challenges derogatory and stereotypical depictions of gays and lesbians on film, television and other media, and offers praise when they find positive examples.. ~ http://articles.latimes.com/1992-01-10/entertainment/ca-1613_1_hollywood-supportsNow we know what happens in a cult atmosphere. Sexuality is everywhere. In fact, often at SR I hear people whine and moan about how Castaneda slept with multiple women. It seems to be a point of contention "they" [advance-search "we"] return to again and again. So often in fact that I began a long time ago to wonder why a bunch of men would bemoan another guy getting lucky with several chicks at the same time. They are either jealous or something else.. After an old man dies, what motivation would there be for a group of men to fiercely sustain how unhappy they were that he got lucky in his elder years? Most heterosexual men I know would celebrate the guy as some sort of icon to manhood...a true player till the end.. But no, not at Jenning's SR. He did found the place after all.. And on that subject we get reminded again and again, periodically, sometimes at odd interjections, that Jennings no longer has a hand in the SR project. Again, a long time ago the "methinks the lady doth protest too much" red flag went up for me. My immediate hunch was that he did in fact and does in fact still have a hand in what goes on there and this regular-insistance is the protocol for him to keep his day job? The significance of Jennings sexual-orientation is that it may be quite likely he joined up with Castaneda, attempted to seduce him and was given a cold reception. I can tell you from personal experience that gays often try to convert heteros they find an attraction to. Three times I've befriended a woman, had her approach me for sex and politely declined assuring them of my preference, only to find them seething at the rejection instead of just accepting my orientation as they expect me to accept theirs.. One of them even went so far as to make up rumors that I was a thief. She herself stole a saddle of a noted ranch owner, went around telling the horse community that I stole it and basically sabotaged my relationships with dozens of people out of sheer spite for rejecting her sexual advances. Not all, but many gay people I've heard talking or known personally feel a sense of righteousness and arrogance at their orientation [a proper word to describe BTW] When they fail at luring another who does not share that orientation, it's like they feel personally attacked and will even lash out in some cases. Again, I cannot help but wonder if this is what Jennings was/is up to at SR? Or is it this and a combination of something else. After all, that lavish lifestyle or Jennings' must take some serious moolah to sustain. Jennings currently works for a company that specializes in gently reaquainting the mentally ill with society...when he's not banging one of his buddies and going to wine tasting parties around the world. Most mentally ill people I've come across are that way from poverty, or the outfall of poverty. Not that Jennings shouldn't enjoy the good life, but I can't help but think his high-end lifestyle, while trying to appear hip and in touch [a nauseating feature of denizens of the Gay Area] could stand in direct contrast to those he ostensibly is trying to help. And it would take on a particular tinge if my hunch is correct, that he really is still peripherally or otherwise involved at SR. A gay snob who daylights as a compassionate being and moonlights as a vindictive cutthroat might be significant...assuming I'm correct.. We all, all of us are familiar with the abusive techniques that go on at Jennings' [formerly or currently] Sustained Reaction. Most particularly glaring is the purposeful misquoting [lying] of other posters words, turned around and rearranged to be used against them in their hallmark "gangup" sessions. If you dare to demonstrate that Carlos Castaneda was not making something up, and you do so in a compelling way, brace yourself. Nothing arouses more abuse there than that. Insults are hurled at first. Then come the misquotings, the accusations that you yourself are a liar [like Castaneda who you're "sticking up for"]. When that fails you are baited again and again to defend your position, sidelined and accused of yourself being the one who derailed a thread's topic. Then when you "persist" [in fending off their abuse] you are banned unceremoniously. Tsk Tsk, Jennings... You know that abusiveness, gangups, re-arranging reality [misquoting] and banishment are some of the greatest contributors to mental illness there are! I sincerely hope I'm not right about your still being involved at Sustained Reaction?? I'd hate to think you'd contribute to the population of those that darken the doors of your employment by day...Job security? Snob security?...hmmm... Another point they seem to ram home again and again is the idea that all the witches are dead. You know, the same witches the Will was supposed to favor? Now Jennings is an attorney, so I have to assume he knows about things like statute of limitations and so on. Yet there is that pesky family member of one of the girls who keeps an investigation open about her missing status. Now bear with me here, I'm just musing at this point. But I wonder if this "Sustained Action" that paints CC out as a malicious and abusive cult leader might be the foundation for a legal argument against the CC fortune? I mean, if the true heirs to the fortune are "missing" or dead, and the statute runs out on the investigations of their disappearances, might not Jennings be able to claim a damage case against the late Castaneda's fortune for his mind control of Jennings and subsequent harm he caused him? After all, this seems to be a theme of the place. One by one you hear the account of some innocent volunteer signing up for Castaneda's classes and then being harmed by him in some real and measurable way that they "had no control over" [leaving, like he told them they should do in his books]. "Forget the books! Throw them out!" would be an important hinge for someone trying to claim that they were roped in totally by a hypnotist like Castaneda and led to harm unknowingly. Because in those books he tells them quite plainly that if they signed up to volunteer and cluster around him, harm would come to them. And in hingsight I do remember another repetitive theme there at SR. It's the insistence that Castaneda changed his tune from the books and told people they should follow him instead, told them to forget the books and follow..follow...follow...your eyes are getting heavy... It has to be this way if potential-litigator[s] intend to claim cult-damages. Castaneda had to have "changed everything" from the books. Otherwise his "testimony" [in the books] would make a difficult case for people trying to paint out that they were psychologically roped in and brainwashed when the cult leader himself advertised that doing so was a very very bad idea.. It's an interesting consideration... Pretty much one that seems to fit the goings-on at SR like a glove?
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Post subject: Re: The Dark Legacy Of Richard Jennings Posted: Tue May 25, 2010 18:18 |
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Sil, I don't think it's some big secret Jennings is homosexual, I remember him saying something about it on SR, long ago.
_________________ Zoom! What was that? That was your life, Mate! That was quick, do I get another? Sorry, Mate. Back to the world of dreams. Yes, dear? ...
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Post subject: Re: The Dark Legacy Of Richard Jennings Posted: Tue May 25, 2010 18:30 |
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Yes, I've heard it said in the past as well, but the excerpt from the link sort of solidifies the rumor eh?
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Post subject: Re: The Dark Legacy Of Richard Jennings Posted: Tue May 25, 2010 19:54 |
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It wasn't a rumour, he admitted being gay, he made no secret of it.
And why should he?
Do you remember GugeyeWalker? He used to post on the old NagualNet, and later on he started posting here too. He was still very much into Castaneda, even though he was gay too.
He left for whatever reason (I often assume people leave because of me and my big mouth...like Anand left because of what I said about the Israeli/Palestinian thing).
Some of those CC 'warriors' appear to have very large toes, easy to step on.
Well, I have big feet, so better watch out (but you knew that already, heh).
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And about the 'witches' being dead... It was expected of them to do so, sort of.
They dissappeared, and so the most obvious conclusion would be that they indeed had killed themselves. I can imagine a fuck up like Patty Partin committing suicide, but not a Florinda Donner, she just doesn't appear to me the kind of type to kill herself. She was too clever, too strong, too much in control of herself. And that is what I get from people who posted on SR and met her (the sunday classes).
Nah, the more I thought about it, the more I feel they just went into hiding, took on new indentities, and continued with their lives.
_________________ Zoom! What was that? That was your life, Mate! That was quick, do I get another? Sorry, Mate. Back to the world of dreams. Yes, dear? ...
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Post subject: Re: The Dark Legacy Of Richard Jennings Posted: Wed May 26, 2010 2:40 |
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Quote: And about the 'witches' being dead... It was expected of them to do so, sort of.
They dissappeared, and so the most obvious conclusion would be that they indeed had killed themselves. I can imagine a fuck up like Patty Partin committing suicide, but not a Florinda Donner, she just doesn't appear to me the kind of type to kill herself. She was too clever, too strong, too much in control of herself. And that is what I get from people who posted on SR and met her (the sunday classes).
Nah, the more I thought about it, the more I feel they just went into hiding, took on new indentities, and continued with their lives. I tend to agree. The "expected too" part not so much. They were big girls who could read about personal responsibility and CC taking prisoners... I wonder if a legal whiz here could tell us how long a Will's beneficiaries could remain at large before the Will goes into a public ownership/default/limbo/??? I'm not up on probate stuff. I'll bet Jennings knows though..
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Post subject: Re: The Dark Legacy Of Richard Jennings Posted: Wed May 26, 2010 6:25 |
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Quote: Jennings has served as the executive director of the L.A. chapter of the Gay and Lesbian Alliance Against Defamation (GLAAD), since July 1990. Odd that he would then create a website dedicated to defaming someone? I just want to understand why he shelves his verve for anti-defamation for Castaneda? He is like the hypocrite closet-gay politician that denounces homosexuals by day and then hires them to service him by night. He is a closet-defamer!
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Post subject: Re: The Dark Legacy Of Richard Jennings Posted: Wed May 26, 2010 15:10 |
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Jesus, that's the same theory as Sid's: Castaneda rejected Corey's sexual advances, so Corey created SR to get back at him.
Complete horseshit.
Corey wanted to put out the Truth about Castaneda; the good, the bad and the ugly. NOT because he had been spurned, but because he had been brainwashed by a cult headed by Castaneda.
Corey allowed ALL points of view, much more so than Ghost Dog or Wu. He did allow TBs to be harassed, but he also allowed debunkers to be harassed.
Corey was still interested in the metaphysical. Corey allowed a forum for Dreaming, a forum for Magick, and a forum for Entheogens. (Ghost Dog deleted all 3 forums).
If the SR Legacy seems dark, it's because the Cleargreen Legacy of Castaneda is dark.
[btw, your generic profiling of homosexuals is unbalanced and revolting]
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Post subject: Re: The Dark Legacy Of Richard Jennings Posted: Wed May 26, 2010 16:06 |
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Heh, I am glad you showed up inthis thread, Shawn.
I have the same impression as you do. Corey allowed for many topics; I remember a thread about the Enneagram, and he tried to make me fit in into that system by analyzing the things I had said about myself. It was fun.
He also allowed for a bit 'heated' discussions.
I think Wu was one of the worst choices as owner of the site, and Tom second to worst, lol.
But the time I spend on SR when Corey was still the owner of SR was an ok time.
Gay or not gay, who gives a flying fuck, right? Jeesh.
LOL, and I remember Sid(arthur) also had a thing against gay people, but one of his 'heroes' was Alexander the Great, hahaha !!
_________________ Zoom! What was that? That was your life, Mate! That was quick, do I get another? Sorry, Mate. Back to the world of dreams. Yes, dear? ...
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Post subject: Re: The Dark Legacy Of Richard Jennings Posted: Wed May 26, 2010 17:28 |
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Refer back to my opening post why gay matters. If this was a hetero man, we wouldn't be introducing the scored-lover theory again. I object to Jennings' profiling of Castaneda and anyone who practices nagualism as a liar. Just because a person has gay sex does not automatically make them a benevolent, infallible saint. People who have gay sex are just like heteros in that they fall prey to every sort of personality aberration there is. Your lack, Shawn, of a sober view of gay people as regular people prone and blessed with all those attributes shows your judgement to be skewed. Quote: Jesus, that's the same theory as Sid's: Castaneda rejected Corey's sexual advances, so Corey created SR to get back at him.
Complete horseshit.
Corey wanted to put out the Truth about Castaneda; the good, the bad and the ugly. NOT because he had been spurned, but because he had been brainwashed by a cult headed by Castaneda.
Corey allowed ALL points of view, much more so than Ghost Dog or Wu. He did allow TBs to be harassed, but he also allowed debunkers to be harassed.
Corey was still interested in the metaphysical. Corey allowed a forum for Dreaming, a forum for Magick, and a forum for Entheogens. (Ghost Dog deleted all 3 forums).
If the SR Legacy seems dark, it's because the Cleargreen Legacy of Castaneda is dark.
[btw, your generic profiling of homosexuals is unbalanced and revolting] Sayz you!..lol... In any event, the red flags I mentioned above have not gone away. And I'm leaning towards, spurned lover or at least denounced homosexual anger of Jennings towards CC. But the main theory is that he might be using SR and "the new people there" as well as his old claims as a basis for a lawsuit against Castaneda's estate. I'll call my theory the "poor me" lawsuit or the "I cannot read" lawsuit. Think about it. In order for him to collect against Castaneda [of whom his claims are against], the witches [the rightful owners of the Estate] had to disappear and CC had to be an evil hypnotist cult leader who abused Jennings and others. I'm just saying.. I'm sure Jennings knows, but does anyone else here know how much the Estate is worth? It must be a pretty chunk of change. I read somewhere in an article online recently that CC's books are still selling an amazing amount for being this long past publishing. Those monies are going somewhere, and accumulating quite nicely I'd imagine.. Well Richard J.? You were an attorney for Castaneda prior to his death. How many clams are we talking about? Real property? Stock?
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Post subject: Re: The Dark Legacy Of Richard Jennings Posted: Wed May 26, 2010 17:44 |
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And the hypocrisy of his being the leader of an anti-defamation celebrity group, while simultaneously creating a website dedicated soley to defaming Castaneda [a celebrity] is just too glaring to pass up. Shawn, try to look past your worship of his gayness and speak to this personality defect. What do you think? How do you bridge that gap in "moral fiber"?
Plus, the guy works for a business that ostensibly gently reintroduces mentally ill people back to society. This is the co-theme of SR also. And yet SR, a site still googlable as "founded by Richard Jennings" is one of the most abusive sites there is. I mentioned this before. The Sustained Reaction "group" [advance-search "we"] resorts to bullying, isolating, reality bending, badgering, misleading, ad hominems and finally banishment as its "treatment du jour" for any person who visits and is exploring nagualism. Those same treatments are the seeds of the weed that grows in the mind of each and every single mental patient that he visits by day. And this guy is charged with their care?
That's why I'm talking about Jennings' dark legacy. This is a dark legacy folks. You don't claim to be benevolent by day and then turn around and abuse the shit out of people by night. I am hardy, but I've seen some very rough treatment at Jennings' SR that has driven out people like Charlila, whose daughter died and others who seemed touched and sensitive, run out on a rail by yet another group they thought [by the title and stated purpose of SR's discussion board] that they found a haven for support, and instead stumbled into a rattlesnake den of fuming venomous hatred for anything and anyone supporting Castaneda.
I also find it curious that Jennings started Sustained Action immediately after Castaneda died in 1998. Runs in my mind the statute of limitations is 7 years? In 2005 or thereabouts I remember some talk about shutting down SR as it had "served its purpose". Not sure what that was about? Wasn't it around 2005 when Ghost Dog left? Then there was a somber announcement about some family member keeping the case open on one of the missing witches...and around the same time the decision to keep SR running.. Abe, you're good at getting backdoor info out of SR. Try finding any posts related to that family member's ongoing zeal for finding the woman. I'd like to read them again.
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Post subject: Re: The Dark Legacy Of Richard Jennings Posted: Wed May 26, 2010 18:34 |
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Quote: Then there was a somber announcement about some family member keeping the case open on one of the missing witches...and around the same time the decision to keep SR running.. Abe, you're good at getting backdoor info out of SR. Try finding any posts related to that family member's ongoing zeal for finding the woman. I'd like to read them again. Funny you bring that up... a few days ago I Googled Amalia Marquez, the sister of Luis Marquez ("Mankenke"); her Cleargreen name was Talia Bey. Julia nd I talked about it in the shoutbox yesterday. But what I didn't bring up is that I found some (old??) infomation that tells she is still alive Give me a minute, and I hope I can find it again.
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Post subject: Re: The Dark Legacy Of Richard Jennings Posted: Wed May 26, 2010 18:39 |
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So, basically, you simply dismissed everything I just said. You disrespected everything I said, even though I was there, and you weren't.
Once more, SR was NOT a website dedicated soley to defaming Castaneda. When you say that, you are wrong. You are incorrect. You are spreading misinformation.
Your theories are wrong.
I'm saying that I was around SR many years before you. I had personal communication with Corey, the person. I am not "worshipping" gayness or anything else.
I'm saying that you are unbalanced when it comes to gays. "... when he's not banging one of his buddies.." "... denounced homosexual anger.."
Every time you mention gays, it's in a derogatory vein.
I'm saying that Corey is no longer involved with SR.
I doubt if anyone could win a lawsuit such as the one you propose.
And no, Corey wasn't Castaneda's attorney prior to his death. Deborah Drooz was Castaneda's attorney prior to his death.
You'll probably dismiss everything I said. You only hear what you want to hear. That is Your personality defect.
I have to go to work.
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Post subject: Re: The Dark Legacy Of Richard Jennings Posted: Wed May 26, 2010 18:44 |
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If she is alive now, she must be 55 years old http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Amalia_MarquezAmalia M Marquez (Age 55) Associated Names: Amalia Maraquez Amalia M Marin Los Angeles, CA Palm Springs, CA Riverside, CA Gray, TN Coconut Grove, FL She is no 4 on this webpage: http://www.peoplefinders.com/search/sea ... S&state=CAThis info suggests she is still alive... I mean, it's now 12 years ago she disappeared.. would her name and address still be on the internet?? = A long time ago Mankenke posted about his sister here on TTZ : viewtopic.php?f=10&t=18Here a page on Sustained Action: http://sustainedaction.org/Images_Photo ... _photo.htmHere on an old site of missing persons (old, because her age is given as 42): http://www.charleyproject.org/cases/m/m ... malia.html
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Post subject: Re: The Dark Legacy Of Richard Jennings Posted: Wed May 26, 2010 18:55 |
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Good work Abe! She probably is alive at that. Cleargreen insists the witches are alive and still kicking. Shawn, I find it really hard to take gay-worshipping people seriously when they are trying to debate a topic that involves someone who is gay. It's as biased as a homophobe's perspective. Plus, you are patently wrong on Jennings being an attorney for Castaneda. You say you knew/know Jennings personally and yet you didn't know about this interview [below]? I googled an article that said Jennings was an attorney for Castaneda. Here: Quote: In the early '90s, Richard Jennings, a Columbia Law graduate, was living in Los Angeles. He was the executive director of Hollywood Supports, a nonprofit group organized to fight discrimination against people with HIV. He'd previously been the executive director of GLAAD, the Gay and Lesbian Alliance Against Defamation. After reading an article in Details magazine by Bruce Wagner about a meeting with Castaneda, he became intrigued. By looking on the Internet, he found his way to one of the semi-secret workshops being held around Los Angeles. He was soon invited to participate in Castaneda's Sunday sessions, exclusive classes for select followers, where Jennings kept copious notes. From 1995 to 1998 he was deeply involved in the group, sometimes advising on legal matters. After Castaneda's death, he started a Web site, Sustained Action, for which he compiled meticulously researched chronologies, dating from 1947 to 1999, of the lives of Patricia Partin and the witches.~ http://www.thetruthseeker.co.uk/article.asp?ID=6429 You know, 1998, the year his Will was made and the year he died and the witches disappeared. Some other fun tidbits... Quote: ..Now with the passing of The Consumer Protection from Unfair Trading Regulations 2008 and the Business Protection from Misleading Marketing Regulations 2008 the situation has changed. For the first time consumers have a real opportunity to protest against unfair actions of businesses of this kind. Businesses that make promises they cannot keep - or even prove - will be subject to new European consumer protection regulations. No exception is given for providers of alternative and magical services. The new laws mean it is up to the traders to prove they did not mislead or take advantage of any vulnerable customers. Now Cleargreen is Holding a workshop in Bath, Somerset, Great Britain. At Bath University. According to the Consumer Protection from Unfair Trading Regulations 2008 the workshop which Cleargreen is planning to give on June 27, 28 and 29 at Bath University is misleading to consumers by claiming that tensegrity is: - A magical practice that enables participants to develop magical abilities and achieve extraordinary states of being, (which never been proved and demonstrated) - A practice of Indigenous shamanic origin dating back thousands of years and 27 generations. (which has absolutely no basis in historical and cultural facts. Cleargreen's claim of an ancient Mexican lineage is used to falsely claim an authenticity which does not exist and can not be proven.) Since it is now up to the trader to prove they are not making false exagerrated claims Cleargreen needs to prove that such claims are true, otherwise they are misleading the consumer.~ Ari http://sustainedreaction.yuku.com/reply/127007#reply-127007From Jennings himself..harvested from a 2000 post and re-posted by "Sustained Reaction" on 9-24-01 Quote: So someone who has information about what Castaneda and company was really up to, in your book, is demonstrating "aggression" by sharing that information with other interested parties, many of whom have invested a lot of time, money and spirit in following them? That's perverse. I happened to be in a position to learn a lot of things, and I could have kept that information to myself and just gone on--which seemed to be much the easier route, since it has taken me endless uncompensated time and energy to put up the website, deal with lots of hostile responses as well as appreciative ones, and to continue to hang in there with members of a community who are waking up to what's been going on over the last several years--but because I'd been involved in helping to promote Castaneda and company when I was a believer, I felt an obligation to make public what I had learned about Cleargreen's lies and what was really going on. If you read the website a little more clearly, you will notice that I have also advocated compassion and understanding for the remaining crew at Cleargreen, who--with the exception of Carol Tiggs--are, for the most part, pretty damaged and brainwashed themselves. There are some angry pieces on the website, as well as mostly just fact-oriented and neutral ones, but I think the anger (John's, Dan's,Jeremy's, Linda's, my own, and that of many others who have contacted me) is a completely natural and understandable reaction on the part of people who find out they've been arrogantly lied to for years. Frankly, it has taken me the nearly two years now since Castaneda died to process the intense experience that I went through. I was ready to go wherever Castaneda was taking us, to do whatever he asked of me, since I was completely a believer--thanks largely to the made up stories of the so-called "Witches." I changed jobs, gave up a relationship, badly damaged ties with beloved family members, etc., all based on what Castaneda was repeatedly telling us, week after week and day after day. When I look back, I can't believe how stupid I was to fall for the whole routine, and I have to gag when I try to explain to friends about "burning from within" and "giving one's experiences back to the Eagle so you can pass with your awareness intact," because it is just two-bit horseshit to me now. Some of my very good friends were involved in Castaneda's world even longer than I was and did even more self-destructive things based on Castaneda's express instructions. I have tried to be there for those friends and help them gradually process what happened and deal with the pain, the frustration, the anger, the hurt, the sense of loss, the sense of stupidity, the sense of not being able to trust your own judgment anymore, and all the rest that goes with finding oneself at the outside edge of a cult. Even when I think I am beyond the anger, images of it sometimes still come up in my dreams. It is a very natural reaction--a stage that is naturally passed through when coming out of an experience like that, and to try to diminish it and say that it doesn't matter or shouldn't be there is absurd. John is using this forum to talk out his feelings and work through what he's experiencing, and that alone makes me realize that it's a good thing that this sort of forum exists. What he's doing is healthy. Yes he has engaged in hyperbole and heated rhetoric to say that if Cleargreen is still around in a year he'll "burn it down myself if I have to," but I think we're all mature enough here to tell that he is expressing the feeling of rage and not actual plans to do any violence or damage to anyone. I'd rather he (and anyone else who needs to) feel free to express those feelings here and get them out, rather than let them fester and act them out in ways that are destructive to themselves or others. Many of us were wronged by Castaneda and Cleargreen. I'm not talking about those who just read the books, I'm talking about people who got involved with them and were manipulated in various ways. Of course it is important for those of us who were in that situation to take personal responsibility for how we ended up there and to learn as much as we can about the experience. But it is also important, IMHO, to be as honest as possible about what happened, how we feel about it, and what's happening now in our lives as a result. I've read a lot of literature at this point on people who have left cults and I can see that it takes, on average, 18 months to two years for people to start feeling somewhat normal in their lives again after being intensely involved with these kinds of groups. I'm just getting to this point, and I know others who still have a long way to go. I urge all of us to look deep into our hearts to find compassion for those like John who are going through their feelings right now, for ourselves for whatever level of involvement and belief we had in material that was made up, and for the people at Cleargreen who are so damaged that they are still trying to carry on an empty shell of an enterprise because they don't know what else to do with themselves. If you, "Max," want me to "take responsibility" for having put up accurate and documented information on a website that, inevitably, is going to lead to strong emotions on the part of those who were deeply involved with this group, then sign me up as responsible. And I would do it again in a heartbeat because it was the right thing to do.~ post #5 http://sustainedreaction.yuku.com/topic/3081 lol..Shawn you and Jennings have the same expression of dismay, "horseshit".. And just following this post above were two more posts... Quote: Anybody ever think of a Class Action Suit against Cleargreen?
Elf And from ostensibly "another" unidentified poster Quote: In a class action type of lawsuit, only the lawyer or lawyers would actually benefit. You'd do much better to file individual causes of action. Remember you have 3 years from the DATE that you discover you were frauded. If enough of you get together, they can join all the suits together with one law firm or one lawyer. What is it you are waiting for??
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Post subject: Re: The Dark Legacy Of Richard Jennings Posted: Wed May 26, 2010 19:25 |
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OK so we know Jennings is a gay lawyer and was 'deeply' involved with Castaneda from 1995-1998 when Castaneda died and the witches disappeared. What I'd like to know is how deeply involved he was, in what ways and why he carried the defamation torch over to Sustained Reaction?
SR exists to only publicly display cases of people "roped in" to Castaneda and experiencing bizarre or harmful effects. That's why people like Sid and the Tenant and FC and the other looney tunes people were allowed to stay on, argue on behalf of Castaneda, and "display the obvious harmful effects of Castaneda's influence" in their mannerisms.. while other posters who made sober points and seemed balanced who support Castaneda were and are systematically driven out.
If you think about SR soley through the lens of "prelude to a pyschological-damage cult lawsuit", it all fits perfectly. It's why people like Abe and I were and are driven out...we make sense...we remain relatively calm amidst the storm of harassment and have reasonable points that are difficult to refute in support of some of Castaneda's poinst.
Abe is a particular thorn in "their" butt since he hosts a website that actually carries on lucid real sceptical consideration of Castaneda and even dares to post articles that pose opposing positions to the lawsuit-in-the-making SR and Richard DeMille's diatribes.
"They" don't like me because I keep giving counterexamples to their material that "Castaneda made it all up". "They" also don't like me because I keep bringing up the books where CC told them he took prisoners of anyone who CLUSTERED AROUND HIM.....and that volunteers AREN'T WELCOME in the world of sorcery. Then they signed up [volunteered] for Sunday classes and workshops, to CLUSTER AROUND HIM and then wondered why he took them prisoner???..
Now they want money for literally not being able to read. Hence the "poor me" lawsuit or the "cannot read" lawsuit..lol..
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